Third Fast Story Mimicking Brilliance 

 

I’m in total control of what I’m telling you here and

 

it’s a bit hard to act like what I’m doing has some kind

 

of reckless abandon or whatever french saying that is

 

pertinent to what corresponds to this but safe to say

 

the actual act of speech to you the actual remiss of

 

wording to make the act of speech happen is instance

 

enough at least that’s what my mentors say to me and

 

of course I think they’re all fucking brilliant they all are

 

so smart and have second homes and get to listen to

 

vocal music on weekends and cook from these really

 

elaborate recipe books that are from cuisines I kind of

 

understand from my junior year abroad it’s hard right

 

now because I’m making some sacrifices a couple

 

ones I’d rather not do right now I must immerse myself

 

in some theory that will come out really well on the other

 

end like this one encounter I had with a lover the other

 

night don’t tell anyone it was vaguely anonymous and

 

wouldn’t do well for my reputation anyway when it

 

ended we looked at each other and didn’t have

 

anything to say to each other